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Friends Only

Its not that i have something to hide but more of the make sure no random person starts commenting my posts without my permission.
I don’t have much of rules when it comes to who is allowed to become friends with me. But i do request one thing:

That is: that whoever wishes to must first tell me a few things..

Number one: Name/Nick name (Either is cool with me)
Number two: Country of Origin
Number three: Age

Number Four: Hobbies/Interest

Apart from this rules, as long as you tell me i will add you back. (Of course it depends on whether i want too, but i wont be harsh) I i dont add you back, it means i have a good reason to not add you back

If you have the same interest as me which are, Japanese  or Korean Pop, Dancing, Singing,and more, feel free to tell me that too :D

As for those who i have already am friends with, dont worry i wont remove you :D this is just for new people...

One more thing to add on, for those who are already my friends on LJ, please feel free to introduce yourself, i only know a bunch of you so i would like to get to know my other friends too.

The past is what we always tend to look back on,
but remember the future is what we look to, to move forward.
- Charlee DeSa –

where am i?: home
emotions: goodgood
addiction: 証: 嵐
07 September 2014 @ 08:42 pm
Notice the people who are happy for your happiness, and sad for your sadness. They’re the ones who deserve special places in your heart.
where am i?: bedroom
emotions: calmcalm
addiction: Map: Maroon 5
01 June 2013 @ 07:54 pm

The human mind is truly frightening and scary.
At times I can see the demons in my head to clearly. Like they smirk at me .

At times I wonder whether those thoughts are truly mine, or from the devil.
Humans are capable of practically everything on tis earth. Am I capable of such dark thoughts?

Running seay isn't the solution, but do I have the strength to face up to my demons.
What if when I stare at the mirror all I would see is myself smirking back at me?

Lord you see me, my dark and light. Help me. This isn't who you have made me to become.
Change me from the inside out and renew me again with Your Holy Fire and Holy Spirit.

01 June 2013 @ 01:02 pm
where am i?: UWA Science Library
emotions: blankblank
addiction: 어느 봄날 (One Spring Dary): 2AM
04 May 2013 @ 08:45 pm

You’ll never stop loving us
No matter how far we run
You’ll never give up on us
All of heaven shouts: let the future begin
Let the future begin
where am i?: new home
emotions: sillysilly
addiction: God's Great DanceFloor: Chris Tomlin
06 February 2013 @ 10:47 pm
I know i am a little late at posting but I have been so busy preparing to move into my house. Which I have done so (:
So today is leader's birthday (the leader of DB5K that is) JUNG YUNHO!
Although i do not follow Homin's activites as much as I would for JYJ but no matter what both of them have special places in my heart (: This leader is really a leader set above any other leader in the K-Pop world. He has such love for his members; he does not care if he shows it on TV. He is so outstanding and willing to take the blame for any of his members.
Though three members have seemingly left DB5K for now, I know that deep down he still cares deeply for each of those members. He is a man's man; he hides his pain thinking no one can see it.
As the oldest member and officially turning 27 this year (: thank you for all the sacrifices you have made for the group name; for the members. Continue to remain strong in the hope of your hidden dream of all 5 members coming together again on one stage (:
May you continue to be such a passionate dancer on stage and never compromising yourself for anything; or anyone.


Yunho's reason for why he is always the one to take the initiative of taking care of everything regarding all thorny issues and all the awkward matters is, "Because I'm the leader who loves all my members."
where am i?: new home
emotions: accomplishedaccomplished
addiction: 東方神起: In Our Time
26 January 2013 @ 11:47 am
Well it is a day after Sho's birthday and what do you know it is my Korean bias, (well he is sadly now no 2 actually)
He is: Jaejoong! from DB5K and now JYJ.
Its true that even though know I do not pay as much as attention as I use too. But he still is someone who I always keep my eye out for. whether is it during his dramas, music or anything JYJ or DB5K related. He is the one i see first. (though these days its actually Junsu more XP)
He has always a beautiful side when it comes to taking photos, just being jaejoong in dramas as well. So poised and collected. But behind his idol-image; he is all funny and cute. Sometimes that he gives to not just in fans but his members as well.
Three things about him that has not change from day one of his debut. 1. His laughter; its still that loud laughter as he claps his hands (interesting the clapping of the hands is done but a lot of people; including me!) 2. His voice; though some may argue that it has degraded over the years, but it is still that lovely clear voice that opens up a song every time he sings. No matter who he sings with; it compliments them as well as him. Lastly, his love for his members; whether it was during the DB5K days where he can be seen having skinship with everyone till now in JYJ his love for the members is expressed by him openly. Even talking about reunion with the other two members; it brings tears to his eyes because he wishes for such a dream to come true!

so here he is once again! HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM JAEJOONG! remain beautiful always and the love for your members grows daily and deeper each day!
where am i?: home
emotions: accomplishedaccomplished
addiction: MINE: 김재중
today has officially turned 25th of January. And it is none other than my bias birthday!
Who is it? well it is! (drum roll) 櫻井翔! YEAH!
He is known as the Keio Boy to almost everyone in Johnny Entertainment. He is one of the smartest people that I have seen on TV. He is considered a role model to me sometimes, because of his never ending want to learn and absorb things. Such an attitude and perseverance have gotten him far in the industry.
He also is known as the mother of the group because of his shadow concern for each and every one of the members. He maybe seen as someone who doesn't shed tears or become emotionally. But just as a mother protects her children and watches over them. He does that all the time for the members in whatever situation.
He truly makes the group laugh all the time with his epic failure moments but they still love and respect him non the less!
So here is to the 31 year old Keio Boy HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVELY SHO-CHAN! with your beautiful smile, amazing rapping skills and overall love for the members and the group!
where am i?: bed
emotions: sleepysleepy
addiction: 時計じかけのアンブレラ: 嵐
01 January 2013 @ 01:17 am

With 2013 officially here, it is really a year of changes for me.
In feb I would be going to Australia, Perth of 2 years. It will be the very first time where i am truly put out of my comfort zone and having to meet brand new people. Get use to a new environment and everything.
As afraid as I am, I am also looking forward to this new experience. Not everyone is lucky to be able to study overseas. I have made a promise that I would work hard and really focus on what is most important while over there.

2 years passes by fast, I am looking forward to be many things I would face and also grow over there.
The Lord has truly been amazing this year, speaking to me through many different situations and people. I have grown closer to people, I would never have throught off. Due to this, I have faith in my Lord that He will see me through whatever comes my way.

With the new year, lets welcome in laughter and happiness.


“Count your age by friends, not years. Count your life by smiles, not tears.”
― John Lennon
where am i?: Home
emotions: accomplishedaccomplished
addiction: Face Down: 嵐
Today is the 24th of December. Many people know that as Christmas Eve.
And yes I cannot wait for Christmas itself to come. But the 24th is also someone's birthday, who is none other than 相葉ちゃん!
He is also know as the Chiba-kum boy, as he is the only member in the group that is not from Tokyo. He is totally innocent and naive at time, which sometimes comes off across as dumb. But that I believe is what makes him so cute, the stupid and silly things that he does, makes the group laugh and smile all the time.

I love his relationships with the members and how he seems to be connected with each and everyone one of them. He is so sensitive that thinking about his members makes him cry. (how cute can you get!)

Although the members love the bully him, i can tell they truly love him so much (:
So here is Happy birthday to the 30 year old cheerful boy, who's smile just always seems to light up the room everywhere he goes!
To his ultra cute personality and his love and passion for the members and his group!

where am i?: home
emotions: accomplishedaccomplished
addiction: Friendship: 相葉雅紀
none other than the lovely 野智, who is know as

Although you have never done anything "leader-like". You are the only leader that is possible for

! He turns 32 this year. (interestingly or not he does not look or behave 32 :D)


Your voice is key essences of 嵐の音楽. It was has the amazing ability to brighten up the room and make me feel happy and relaxed. Thank you for not giving up your career of being an artist. That's why you are here today in 嵐!

You're dancing is just amazing and fantastic! (:
Although you have an appearance that looks like you can do nothing. I am glad you show people that you are greater than anything. with anything. You have taken up the role to choreography 嵐のダンス.

A great artist. (I wish i could draw like you 大野ちゃん. As well as a good actor. One of my favorite Japanese drama's of all time is 鍵のかかった部屋.

kagi no kakatta heya

Your love for 嵐 is amazing! Thank you Leader!


Sing together
 歌え, 声高く 僕らの想いを重ねて
Hey! 風を抱きしめて 走れ, この向こうまで
同じときの中 君がそばにいるから
Hey! Hey! 遠くまで この手を伸ばして
where am i?: home
emotions: irritatedirritated
addiction: 声: 嵐

Happy birthday to J from Arashi ^^
he is my first favourite actor from japan (: He turns 29 this year (:
for those who do not know him. He is a member or the boyband Arashi and he is the maknae in the group (:
Also he is dub the most good looking one out of all five.
in my ranking of the members Jun-kun is rated 2nd after sho-chan (:

Jun-chan, may you continue to smile that smile that we all love.
continue to be the best actor and singer you can ever be. Do not forget your compassionate heart and forever be you in front of the cameras and even behind it (:

The only place where dreams are impossible
is in your own mind.
- Emalie –

where am i?: home
emotions: gloomygloomy
addiction: 嵐: むかえに行くよ
27 August 2012 @ 09:42 pm
I know it has been awhile since i last updated my blog :)
so I am back to have a quick update.

These days I feel myself changing and moving onto different and new things..
one example would be me not really in the fandom of DBSK.
I am not saying i do not like them. But more like I have other interest in others.

Namely: BIG BANG & Arashi
Don't get me wrong it's not that I suddenly started to like them. I have liked and still love  longer than that off DBSK actually. I just have never quite express it on my blog.
Arashi was/is my first love. they were the ones that got me started on Japanese music & dramas.
Subsequently later on i also liked DBSK

i am not saying i do not wish for DBSK to be reuinted. in fact till now that is still my dream. and i will keep hoping and wishing for such a day to come, when all five of them stand up on the same stage again.
but i also realize that this dream will take awhile to be realised.
i still love my five boys. they were the ones that got be sort of started on k-pop. though at the time i already liked arashi & kattun already...

Now I can say I really love them.
Who? Well my Favourite is Sakurai & Jun ^^
as for BB. Well ive loved Dasesung & Jiyong since like forever ^^
why i love them? hehe that i am not so sure myself.
all i know is that they make my laugh and smile :D

In another news. I am moving to Australia oh well not moving per say. I am heading to Australia to study. I'll be there for two years and whether I come back will depends on how thing go over there. it will be a new experince going over next year feb, and i will continue sharing that part of my life with you, whenever i can of course ^^

So far there has been much heart pain and ups and down. with regards to univeristy, test results and even driving. some of the pain hasnt quited faded. but i know that in God this pain will all disappear away...
even my maturity level has grown (at least i think so from my point of view)

i still love all my friends who i have gotten to knw through each of the fandoms i am in (:
i will be keeping in contact still. dont worry about that part ^^

Life is a song.  Love is the music.  ~Author Unknown
where am i?: Home
emotions: anxiousanxious
addiction: 嵐: We Can Make it!
07 November 2011 @ 03:47 pm

1.  HoMin for MAMA


2. JYJ for Golden Disk Awards

*here have the weekly vote if i'm not wrong. NOT the global one*

I hope Homin can win MAMA and then JYJ can win GDA! I think overall all ot5 should at least get an award home right!

where am i?: home
addiction: Tonight: Big Bang
03 August 2011 @ 09:35 pm

where am i?: home
emotions: blahblah
addiction: Get it Right: Glee Cast