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01 January 2013 @ 01:17 am

With 2013 officially here, it is really a year of changes for me.
In feb I would be going to Australia, Perth of 2 years. It will be the very first time where i am truly put out of my comfort zone and having to meet brand new people. Get use to a new environment and everything.
As afraid as I am, I am also looking forward to this new experience. Not everyone is lucky to be able to study overseas. I have made a promise that I would work hard and really focus on what is most important while over there.

2 years passes by fast, I am looking forward to be many things I would face and also grow over there.
The Lord has truly been amazing this year, speaking to me through many different situations and people. I have grown closer to people, I would never have throught off. Due to this, I have faith in my Lord that He will see me through whatever comes my way.

With the new year, lets welcome in laughter and happiness.


“Count your age by friends, not years. Count your life by smiles, not tears.”
― John Lennon
where am i?: Home
emotions: accomplishedaccomplished
addiction: Face Down: 嵐
Today is the 24th of December. Many people know that as Christmas Eve.
And yes I cannot wait for Christmas itself to come. But the 24th is also someone's birthday, who is none other than 相葉ちゃん!
He is also know as the Chiba-kum boy, as he is the only member in the group that is not from Tokyo. He is totally innocent and naive at time, which sometimes comes off across as dumb. But that I believe is what makes him so cute, the stupid and silly things that he does, makes the group laugh and smile all the time.

I love his relationships with the members and how he seems to be connected with each and everyone one of them. He is so sensitive that thinking about his members makes him cry. (how cute can you get!)

Although the members love the bully him, i can tell they truly love him so much (:
So here is Happy birthday to the 30 year old cheerful boy, who's smile just always seems to light up the room everywhere he goes!
To his ultra cute personality and his love and passion for the members and his group!

where am i?: home
emotions: accomplishedaccomplished
addiction: Friendship: 相葉雅紀
none other than the lovely 野智, who is know as

Although you have never done anything "leader-like". You are the only leader that is possible for

! He turns 32 this year. (interestingly or not he does not look or behave 32 :D)


Your voice is key essences of 嵐の音楽. It was has the amazing ability to brighten up the room and make me feel happy and relaxed. Thank you for not giving up your career of being an artist. That's why you are here today in 嵐!

You're dancing is just amazing and fantastic! (:
Although you have an appearance that looks like you can do nothing. I am glad you show people that you are greater than anything. with anything. You have taken up the role to choreography 嵐のダンス.

A great artist. (I wish i could draw like you 大野ちゃん. As well as a good actor. One of my favorite Japanese drama's of all time is 鍵のかかった部屋.

kagi no kakatta heya

Your love for 嵐 is amazing! Thank you Leader!


Sing together
 歌え, 声高く 僕らの想いを重ねて
Hey! 風を抱きしめて 走れ, この向こうまで
同じときの中 君がそばにいるから
Hey! Hey! 遠くまで この手を伸ばして
where am i?: home
emotions: irritatedirritated
addiction: 声: 嵐

Happy birthday to J from Arashi ^^
he is my first favourite actor from japan (: He turns 29 this year (:
for those who do not know him. He is a member or the boyband Arashi and he is the maknae in the group (:
Also he is dub the most good looking one out of all five.
in my ranking of the members Jun-kun is rated 2nd after sho-chan (:

Jun-chan, may you continue to smile that smile that we all love.
continue to be the best actor and singer you can ever be. Do not forget your compassionate heart and forever be you in front of the cameras and even behind it (:

The only place where dreams are impossible
is in your own mind.
- Emalie –

where am i?: home
emotions: gloomygloomy
addiction: 嵐: むかえに行くよ
27 August 2012 @ 09:42 pm
I know it has been awhile since i last updated my blog :)
so I am back to have a quick update.

These days I feel myself changing and moving onto different and new things..
one example would be me not really in the fandom of DBSK.
I am not saying i do not like them. But more like I have other interest in others.

Namely: BIG BANG & Arashi
Don't get me wrong it's not that I suddenly started to like them. I have liked and still love  longer than that off DBSK actually. I just have never quite express it on my blog.
Arashi was/is my first love. they were the ones that got me started on Japanese music & dramas.
Subsequently later on i also liked DBSK

i am not saying i do not wish for DBSK to be reuinted. in fact till now that is still my dream. and i will keep hoping and wishing for such a day to come, when all five of them stand up on the same stage again.
but i also realize that this dream will take awhile to be realised.
i still love my five boys. they were the ones that got be sort of started on k-pop. though at the time i already liked arashi & kattun already...

Now I can say I really love them.
Who? Well my Favourite is Sakurai & Jun ^^
as for BB. Well ive loved Dasesung & Jiyong since like forever ^^
why i love them? hehe that i am not so sure myself.
all i know is that they make my laugh and smile :D

In another news. I am moving to Australia oh well not moving per say. I am heading to Australia to study. I'll be there for two years and whether I come back will depends on how thing go over there. it will be a new experince going over next year feb, and i will continue sharing that part of my life with you, whenever i can of course ^^

So far there has been much heart pain and ups and down. with regards to univeristy, test results and even driving. some of the pain hasnt quited faded. but i know that in God this pain will all disappear away...
even my maturity level has grown (at least i think so from my point of view)

i still love all my friends who i have gotten to knw through each of the fandoms i am in (:
i will be keeping in contact still. dont worry about that part ^^

Life is a song.  Love is the music.  ~Author Unknown
where am i?: Home
emotions: anxiousanxious
addiction: 嵐: We Can Make it!
07 November 2011 @ 03:47 pm

1.  HoMin for MAMA


2. JYJ for Golden Disk Awards

*here have the weekly vote if i'm not wrong. NOT the global one*

I hope Homin can win MAMA and then JYJ can win GDA! I think overall all ot5 should at least get an award home right!

where am i?: home
addiction: Tonight: Big Bang
03 August 2011 @ 09:35 pm

where am i?: home
emotions: blahblah
addiction: Get it Right: Glee Cast
21 June 2011 @ 06:23 am

I really need to get my sleeping patterns back..
I have been having insomnia on and off. Some days i sleep real good, some days i don't sleep at all and others is that i sleep and wake up and have trouble falling back asleep again.

My body feels so tired and i am exhausted. I can fee like my body is being killed from the inside.
Having bad stomach pains, unable to sleep well. Stress due to projects.

Anymore and i will really break down and my body will be at its weakest it has ever been.

A dream has power to poison sleep. 
~Percy Bysshe Shelley, "Mutability"

where am i?: home
emotions: tiredtired
addiction: Justin Bieber: Never Say Never
18 February 2011 @ 02:20 pm
Happy Birthday Changmin!
You turn 23 this year!

Time really has flown by! When you debuted you were only 16 and you have grown from a young teenager into a really man now~!
So proud of you!!

When you first debut you were really innocent and really cute. (I am not saying you are not cute now) But you have indeed grown up and matured in so much ways. From your singing to your dancing and especially towards your stage presence. You really have grown before our eyes.

You were always known for your bluntness and i must admit that sometimes although your bluntness is not always the nicest things I've heard. It shows that you are truthful to yourself and the public. Which i am eternal grateful for.

You are known as the bully in DBSK and i have to say i agree with it totally and not only that i LOVE! that role you have :)

I especially love to see it when you bully jaejoong non stop. The two of you make one of the best couples in DBSK!


I know that although Changmin says certain blunt things and he feels hurt with the current situation. I dont think i can ever doubt the love he has for the other three and DBSK = 5 as a whole. I believe he uses this bluntness as a shield to cover the pain he is feeling.
As Changmin grows up more and more, he really has shown that he is a really mature man who loves DBSK alot.

Changmin's response towards the "changing member incident": "If any of us leaves TVXQ, I will surely return to my ordinary high school life."
where am i?: home
emotions: indifferentindifferent
addiction: 고백 (Confession): 최강창민
06 February 2011 @ 03:27 pm

Its another Dong Bang Birthday celebration
and this time its our very own Leader Yunho! :D

Happy Birthday Yunho!

It is currently the Lunar New Year and it is celebrated in both China and Korea. So here is also a Happy Chinese New Year wish to everyone and even Yunho too!

Yunho has been DBSK leader for over 7 years already and he is one of the best leaders i have ever seen. He takes care of the members so much like a position of a father. He really loves DBSK and i am sure he will protect it with all his might!

I am sure that being the leader of DBSK has not been easy, especially during recent times. But to see him still smiling and carrying on strongly (even if he is just putting up a brave front) still warms and touches my heart so much.
I pray that he will be happy whatever comes his way.

He is so much like a father to DBSK he cares for each and everyone of the members even if it is just a small gesture.
Yunho, you really have been a pillar of strength of DBSK.
Even though alot of people are against the whole DBSK coming back as DB2K. I honestly believe that you still care about the other 3, and is paying like we all for the day when they will come back.

I pray that your dream yunho and mine and everyone's will one day really come true.
All the hurt, hated will be cast aside and a new chapter will begin with
where am i?: home
emotions: awakeawake
addiction: Honey Funny Bunny: 유노윤호 (동방신기)
26 January 2011 @ 11:11 am
Wishing the Birthday Boy of today!
Kim Jaejoong!

He really is the most sweetest guy ever!
not only that he too is perfect, dont you think so?
He really is...

Sometimes i think he is too perfect.
What i love about Jaejoong is that under that perfect look he has, he really is a warm being and really cares about people especially the members. When i mean members i dont just mean Yoochun and Junsu but i mean the other two too.

When DBSK was 5, you could always see his concern and affection for them, and that is something that has always attracted me to him.

Apart from that you can really tell that despite what is going on, he really still cares about all of them so much. I guess being the mother of the group for so long, sometimes habits are hard to fade away..
He is really cute and loving and adorable, sometimes i wonder how can anyone hate him and call him names. (Those people should die!)

Jaejoong Oppa, with your birthday coming to an end, i pray that you will find your true happiness one day, even if it is in a place where alot of the fans dont expect.
I know that you love DBSK as a 5 alot and you care about them. Even though now the situation has turned i pray that you would continue to press on, as one of the protectors of DBSK and continue to fight and hold on.
Even though the hurt may be very long and the journey is still difficult, I am happy you still have 2 people beside you, supporting you in the best way that they can.

Hold on Jaejoong! You can do it :D


10 September 2005, during a fan meeting, Changmin was asked by the reporter about what New Year present he would like to receive next year, and he answered, "The only present that I really want now is Jaejoong hyung's knee can get well soon." After Changmin finished, the camera started focusing on Jaejoong. Jaejoong always doesn't like crying, but at that very moment, he lowered his head and tried his best not to let his tears run down his cheeks.
where am i?: home
emotions: blankblank
addiction: Mission: JYJ (Junsu, Yoochun, Jejung)

Ohh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Ohh, oh, oh, oh, oh

You were in college working part time waiting tables
Left a small town, never looked back
I was the flight risk with the fear of fallin'
Wonderin' why we bothered with love if it never lasts

I say "Can you believe it?"
As we're lying on the couch
The moment I can see it
Yes, yes I can see it now

Do you remember when we're sittin' there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Flash forward and we're taking our world together
And there's a drawer of my things at your place
You learn my secrets and you figure out why I'm guarded
You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes

But we've got bills to pay
We got nothing figured out
When it was hard to take yes, yes
This is what I thought about

Do you remember when we're sitting there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you remember all the city lights on the water
You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Oh oho oho

And I remember that fight 2:30 AM
And everything was slippin' right out of my hands
I ran out crying and you followed me out into the street

Braced myself for the goodbye
Cause that's all I've ever known
And you took me by surprise
You said I'll never leave you alone
You said

I remember how we felt sittin' by the water
And every time I look at you it's like the first time
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter
She is the best thing that's ever been mine

Oh oh
Make it last
Hold on
Never turn back

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Woah oh

Yeah, yeah do you believe it?

Woah oh
We're gonna make it now.
Woah oh
And I can see it yeah, yeah
And I can see it now, See it now, See it now

Let your love be like the misty rains, coming softly, but flooding the river. 
~Malagasy Proverb
where am i?: underpass @ Blk 72
emotions: blahblah
addiction: Sparks Fly: Taylor Swift

You are my life. You're the only thing it would hurt to lose.
~Stephenie Meyer
where am i?: home
emotions: hungryhungry
addiction: Too Love: 시아준수 (JUNSU)